I spent hours reading and re-reading those documents. Actually, what makes me love Control is the lore, more than the main storyline. I think the mystery and weird atmosphere is what I love the most. Yes, I still love the stories even having literal panic attacks after experiencing them lol It was for free on Epic and I thought “What the hell…”. And man, I’m glad I played it completely blind. My first Remedy game was Control, back in 2020. I found an opportunity to discuss here on Reddit.Īlso, I’ll share my thoughts about the game here i. Everytime I play/watch something I can’t share because my friends don’t really play/watch the same things I do. I know it’s a long text lol But I had to get it out of my chest. Also, I just recently found the balls to read Call Of Cthulhu, and although it wasn’t as bad as I imagined, I did need to read it in small steps 😂Īnyway, wanted to share my experience with art induced anxiety and open up a discussion on the subject. I avoided watching Mother, Midsommar, and all these weird ass movies. One movie that got me pretty fucked was Annihilation, with Natalie Portman. I remember feeling like this with a bunch of other stories as well, and I kinda of avoid some of them, regretfully. Kinda reminded me of The Last Of Us II, that left me drained for a whole week. I loved the game, ended up with lots of questions and I intend on playing through The Final Draft (I already starded, but will stop for now), but later, since it was so overwhelming to me. This immersion kinda makes me feel like I am going through thoses things with the characters, and it’s almost like I, as well, end up with a light bullet-induced third eye, seeing things unimaginable to mortals. I decided I’d use part of my job vacation to play AW II from start to finish. I don’t know, I tend to really dive in the story when I’m playing games (I usually play story driven games, I’m not much of a multiplayer guy). And man, it triggered some stuff inside my head. I knew I’d feel the same way with Alan Wake II, but I’m always up for the challenge, since I LOVE theses stories. I only learned of the actual ending of the game this year, on my second playthrough 😂). I remember feeling like this as well when I played Control for the first time (I got such a bad anxiety attack toward the end that I stopped playing on Jesse’s “dream”, right after the Hedron is killed and the Hiss tries to possess her. …and, man, it triggered some anxiety lol I was wondering how many of you guys feel the same way as I do with these mindfucking stories.

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